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Update

2009-10-27T02:35:00.002-05:00

Random update, just to show I'm alive.
I have almost nothing to blog about, or should I say nothing I WANT to blog about.
Life's good, so no worries.

An Incantation for Happiness

2009-06-24T01:32:00.002-05:00

Happiness in joy.
Happiness in sadness.
Happiness in hope.
Happiness in worry.
Happiness in thinking.
Happiness in feeling.
Happiness together.
Happiness alone.
It means I'm alive.
It means you're alive.
Happiness, is living.

Loving the old

2009-04-14T01:48:00.001-05:00

I have officially gave up on Windows Vista, so welcome back XP!

Now my programs load before I even click on them! Yay!

minor update

2009-04-12T01:10:00.002-05:00

I have officially moved in!

However, my wireless internet kicks me in the ass everything I play dota with a big spike every 20-30 seconds.

=(

Move!

2009-04-10T02:18:00.002-05:00

Like literally.

Some of you might know that I will be moving out soon. I'm finally getting my own room, with enough space to host 4 normal sized humans!

No pictures just yet, but when the time comes... my sanctuary shall be revealed.

update update update!

2009-03-22T01:18:00.002-05:00

Gosh, it's been a while since I last touched this blog.

Spring break is coming to an end, and soon summer will be here! I just want to get this semester over with a.s.a.p, and then... I don't know, travel?

I'm really lazy now, and I refuse to use my brain to think about what to write next.

So, bye.

happy chinese new year

2009-01-25T22:57:00.002-06:00

Finally the day has come. Everyone in my family gets red packets except me, yay.
Anyway this is my first CNY away from home. Although I get to wear black, I'm missing out on all the good food, and warm weather.

Takpa la...

and it begins

2009-01-20T21:02:00.001-06:00

School started today. Nuff said.

boredom

2009-01-08T12:56:00.002-06:00

I've got plenty of time, but nothing to do. I don't really feel like going anywhere since I haven't bought my camera, and I definitely don't want to spend too much money on food/movies/food/food.

Help me, I'm rotting.

two zero zero nine

2009-01-01T03:24:00.000-06:00

Happy New Year 2009!

*I know this is short, but I'm tired*

white christmas

2008-12-26T01:22:00.003-06:00

My first true White Christmas, here in Minnesota... haih. Although I am not able to celebrate Christmas with my family, I am able to be with my group of friends here. Only a few more days till 2009, but I still feel like I haven't done enough in 2008. Some memorable moments, some I wish I could forget, but nonetheless it was still a great year.

Been doing lots of stuff lately, like sleeping and eating. Oh I made my first snowman, and more to come.

To you, who actually reads my blog, have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I want my f*king presents.

indecisive

2008-12-18T14:23:00.005-06:00

Oh yeah its winter break now, my first real winter break with real snow. [summer heat told separately] Lots of things to do now, like sleep, eat, sleep, game, sleep, eat, look outside, eat, game, game and of course sleep. So productive. I think I should go out and take up some sports, skating would be something interesting, and its easy to find a place to skate. I just have to pour a bucket of water on the floor, Wallah!

I still cant figure out what camera to buy, an expensive-touchscreen-10mp-slim Sony camera, or some decent $150 one. Nope, cant decide yet, so just give me some time.

Final exams are ______
(Fill in the blanks for me)

Okay, gotta go game some more before i sleep again.

the end is very near

2008-12-15T01:31:00.002-06:00

Woot, its 1.30am now. Time to study again after 1 hour of rest! Never expected I would actually study like this, it must be my math finals that triggered the fear of exams. With only a few hours more until my exam, I won't have much time to prepare. I hope the 2 page formula sheet would do me [some] good, and hopefully get pass this semester without falling into depression.

Well what's done is done, I can only look forward to a better semester. Time to make some coffee.

The end is near

2008-12-14T14:07:00.002-06:00

With just a mere 18 hours until my Statics and Dynamics finals, I putting all my effort into chewing down all my notes. My lecturer said to answer the questions, you must have the IDEA.

Identity the problem
Draw diagrams
Equations
Answer the question

Hopefully I don't miss out important sections in my notes, sometimes lecturers are evil and they give you uber trick questions you have never seen before in your life *coughmath2243cough*

Gotta get back to studying.

Codes

2008-12-13T21:51:00.005-06:00

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headshot!

2008-12-12T16:51:00.002-06:00

Math 2243 gave me a bullet to the back of my head. If Arthur Petrelli couldn't survive, how could I? Spring 09 retake list no.1 - math 2243. Pray I get a different lecturer.

stLess

2008-12-12T01:57:00.003-06:00

Another 11 hours and 30 minutes until my Math 2243 final exam. So many chapters to cover, half of them I don't know the purpose of learning. Better get back to studying, maybe another hour or so before I go to bed. Hopefully I'll be able to finish all chapters in the morning, but I'm not keeping my hopes high. The truth is I just want to pass, but if I don't do well in my finals I may have to retake this subject in the next semester.

Well, math is just the least of my problems. Statics and Dynamics is up next monday. Another killer subject, so to speak.

Man, I just wanna get over with this semester as soon as possible. Not easy studying in the USA, new comers beware.

Overhaul

2008-12-11T02:37:00.003-06:00

Huff huff, I have some major tweaking to do with this blog coding. My chatbox failed on me, my links are missing, and I still cant find a suitable music player.

I'll try to fix them as soon as my finals are done.

Damn. Now I'm sad. Why did I have to remind myself of finals exams.

Phoenix Down

2008-12-08T17:59:00.003-06:00

For gamers, you should know what the title implies.

Yes, I am reviving this blog after months of inactivity.

Nothing much has changed since I got here, but here is a list of [minor] changes :-

1. my number has changed to +16124834230

2. my room is now messy

3. my uberleetpawnzor computer is here, with a 24inch full HD Samsung lcd

4. oh and I have a Playstation3

5. I'm getting poorer

6. I changed my major

I've been eating out alot, because I ran out of groceries. Nobody wants to take a 40minute busride now because its freezing cold.

The last thing on my mind now is to get a Christmas present for myself. I have 2 choices here.

1. a camera [for my future trip to London/Europe/wtv next summer]

2. a used piano to replace the one downstairs

I feel frustrated everytime I play the piano downstairs, the keys are bad and the sound is... bad

Maybe I really should get the piano, if not I might die of depression

Anyway I think that should be enough for today, hopefully I'll have to will to update this again.

Ice is nice

Land of 10,000.00 lakes

2008-09-02T15:02:00.004-05:00

Its been months since I last touched this blog...
Mostly because I had almost no time at all, since most of my time was spent gaming and sleeping
So here I am now, in the land of 10,000 lakes
That means I'm in Minnesota for you who failed World Geography (wait, they don't offer this in school)

I don't have a computer at the moment, I've been using the free computers here at the house I'm staying at
Nice place, great people, awesome food, superb internet, lousy banking system
Why do you mean I need a SSN to use online banking? How come Maybank doesn't need one?

Anyway I can be reached by calling +1612.242.9405
No you don't have to key in the .'s

=.=''

...yay?

2008-05-31T02:40:00.001-05:00

I got accepted to University of Minnesota Twin Cities.
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Why am I not happy?

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*nah updated my blog*

Slow paces

2008-03-20T04:38:00.003-05:00

Yay, a holiday on Thursday...

Had percussion practice at 10am (10.30 Malaysian time)
Went to Sunway for Carls Jr. again
Had my Double Mushroom Cheeseburger
Cost me rm27.30

Walked around and went back home

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How productive...

Apples?

2008-03-10T10:40:00.002-05:00

Yes i love apples

But i don't go buying any kind of apple
Especially not rotten and bitten ones

I'd rather find a more expensive and exquisite one
Like a Fuji Apple

I love apples

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by the way, Allen said 32 - 8 = 28

Lost and found

2008-03-08T22:18:00.009-06:00

...
College is stressful
I have so many things to do... projects, homework, applications...

'been trying to move things along quickly but it seems there are only 12 hours a day...

Well i've stumbled upon some of my old cds, and to my surprise i found my original Josh Groban album. I've been stuck to listening this song over and over again

"To Where You Are"

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Lyrics are self explanatory so its not that hard to understand
Some of you may know this song, but come on its Josh Groban - nobody i know is a fan
*if you are do tell me*

For better or worse

2008-03-07T11:00:00.004-06:00

There are some things that are not meant to be solved

Its nostalgic when someone stirs up old memories while chatting, and asks you to talk about it...
Well, now you know.

It doesn't matter how long you and him were together, as long as you guys had fun, thats all that matters actually
Maybe i should have brought the topic up a little earlier, but i still didn't know you well enough to actually do so
At least now you know how he actually felt that day. As friends, i did try to persuade him not to, but feelings are things that are very abstract and cannot be tampered with...

Just so you know, he loved you very much
"If you love someone before, it is possible to love that someone again"

So have faith, and maybe one day he might turn back to remember how much he loved you

...

In another context...
Have you ever been unfaithful to someone before?

I thought you guys would have been happy together after all that you've been through...
Its almost 2 years, and its not easy to maintain such a long relationship

And now i find someone cheating right in front of you, how nice...

See i told you clubbing is bad, and pictures tell a thousand words... or in this case 3 words
"I am unfaithful"

Well, i did tell you, i did tell the gang, so what would a normal person do under these circumstances?
Dude you don't continue such a relationship... you do the opposite dumb ass!

Maybe you didn't believe me the 1st time i said it, so if you want proof, ill show it to you...
I'll maybe even show it to the whole world for all i care

.....

Ain't love such a beautiful thing

**edited the name to prevent conflicts**

Worth it?

2008-03-05T03:50:00.002-06:00

Before Cabal come to SEA, it was a game not many knew about
Its revolutionary combo system was the 1st of its kind, and the graphics aren't bad
...
However, CabalSEA came along...

As a player of the international Cabal server last year, of course I was interested in playing a local server that was without delay and lag

But then...

The servers are full of people, and the spawn rates were not up to par with the population
Noob arse players are last hitting monsters like nobodies business
Frequent crashes because of a buggy anti-hack system (didn't happen to me though)

These few reasons are enough to piss people off, so its self explanatory

Playing online games is very common nowadays, but getting so hardcore into something like this... is it worth it?

**I think not

Someone is 19

2008-03-02T04:33:00.004-06:00

Today is Yinky's birthday! Happy Birthday!

Time Square was where me, SueAnne, KahFai, and Yinky was supposed to meet

We bought tickets for the movie "Playboy Cops" for the 1.10pm show
Since we had around 30 minutes to spare, we went to the arcade

Me and KahFai had a 1v1 duel on this shooting game
I manage to win round 1, but he totally owned me in the end... pfft
The girls went on a children's game spamming spree, not to mention the amount of candy they bagged...

After the movie, we went for lunch at.... Nippon Teh
Yes that place, the Almighty expensive place...

By then, ChanLan, Tiffany and Allen had already joined us
We ate and ate, and the total bill was rm142.60 (Tiffany you owe me green tea money rm2)

After lunch plans were arcade again and sticker photos @ Seafood HQ
Oh KahFai and SueAnne had to leave early
When Yinky left, the ones left had nothing else to do so we ciao-ed

*didn't take any pictures because my phone's camera sucks
**saw my precious g800 phone on display

inilah dia

i want the phone but i tarak wang...

Storm in front

2008-03-01T03:19:00.004-06:00

Take a lookCool eh?

Been playing Counter Strike almost everyday now, and this here is my favorite gun
Hosting a server ain't easy, cos of stupid laggers and downloaders that i have to pin-point and kick them...

SystemX is a great CS player, well most of the time... He plays fy_poolday even more than i study, so yeah he pawnz

Annoyingly BlueIce is the one that has problems:-
..he camps too much
..he doesn't aim
..he camps too much (yes)
..he doesn't know how to shoot walls
Cant complain too much cos he is a nice way to add some frags to the game

Alright, lemme see if i can put .gif images to Blogspot...

Well guess it doesn't move =.=

Getting things done

2008-02-29T06:03:00.002-06:00

Aih, finally finished two tests today.
- history 106
- stats 261

History was fine, Mr. Leong's style doesn't change at all, so i managed to finish the paper under an hour.
On the other hand.... stats wasn't that nice little run in the park...
Scary section 1, and terrible section 2... so yeah try to guess what marks i'm gonna get...

SueAnne lost her wally yesterday, kinda weird cos she had it with her almost all the time
Maybe some bastard wanted dinner that badly...
Its gonna be tedious renewing your IC and driving licence =.=''

I'm having my 1st trial next week, so screw it i gotta practice....
Damn i need to get things done asap...

New stuff

2008-02-28T12:08:00.001-06:00

Added my shoutbox
Did some minor tweaking
My page should load a little faster now since i changed the coding

I still cant get the music player to work...
Will try to update as soon as i figure out whats wrong...

Change

2008-02-26T11:19:00.002-06:00

Its that time of the night again, where things happen
Only a handful of you know what it means, so chill

Would you try to change something that can't be changed?
What if you know its going to happen, but if you know if you do something about it, it won't happen?
Would you change what is happening now, so that the future is different from what you know it will be?

Questions without answers are the best, no qualitative or quantitative research can help you answer these crap

I saw happiness, but I'm destroying it with every step I take.
Why? Because I choose to, and maybe I was wrong

Told'ya

2008-02-25T07:45:00.003-06:00

To that one college friend of mine,

You wanted to love, you loved
You wanted to care, you cared
Now that you got cheated, whatcha gonna do?

My advice? Polis kata jangan...

btw i need a chatbox

Satu lagi gathering...

2008-02-24T09:44:00.002-06:00

Sunday Mid Valley 12pm MPH Coffee Bean entrance

Thats where everyone was supposed to meet for a small gathering with some NoTD kakis.
Had to yell "Notd? AfterLife?" just to get peoples attention (this was just some crap)
Yes, almost half of the people were late... dah tau dah...

Met some new faces :-

Adrian @ MerclynnMe
Jack @ Jackulation @ dont know bs3 id
Kildare @ Kildare =,= apa real name saya tak tau
KillerRobot @ diam boy
and Kelvin or Calvin or ...which i dont know who

Had some uber expensive lunch at some uber noob place called Chopstick Noodle House
Played at the arcade and pawned Allen
Played pool and pawned everyone without even losing
Ate McD and talked about alot of crap
Had Starbucks and talked even more crap
Plenty of toilet breaks in between

KR was exceptionally quiet, guess he is shy
Kaelz is now taller than me, i think (i swear he was shorter)
Adrian is noob because he doenst have everyones number, and he was the organizer

At least this time everyones matured enough... no potong stims
i hate potong stims

Empty

2008-02-18T11:32:00.001-06:00

Geez, there is almost nothing to write about these few days...
Life is getting pretty boring, and stressful too, thanks to university applications. Screw you.

What an empty world this is turning out to be...

Chinese New Year

2008-02-04T08:49:00.000-06:00

After much hassle of cleaning and cleaning and cleaning the house, Chinese New Year is finally here...
Cleaning out my bookshelf this year was REALLY tough, thanks to all those notes (or shall I say useless previous semester waste papers) lying around =.=
Wiped my computer clean, deleted a few (maybe a few gigs of) files and got a new set of themes, now my baby looks spanking new =)

Bah, the 1st day wasn't that bad... considering the fact that breakfast fast prepared in time and the shows on TV where... lets say decent.

Well, hope to get plenty of money this year, as going to Laos ain't cheap.
*did I mention I won money?*

ciao

Finally...

2008-02-01T09:08:00.000-06:00

After years and years of wandering (or lurking) around other people's blogs, I finally decided to get my own...
So yeah, welcome to neXodia.
Expect more content in the next few days, as holidays are here =)

ciao